Emotion

There’s an emotion
I feel inside me.
It won’t go away,
And it won’t set me free.
It’s tearing me apart
I feel it everyday.
But no matter what I do
It still won’t go away.
My ends are frayed,
My stitches are loosened.
I can’t think straight
And my feelings seem frozen,
So frozen, inside of me.
I think about this thing
And it drives me crazy.
I want this feeling out!
Yet everyday my head is more hazy
I worry about this person
Whom these feelings are toward
And I miss them when they’re gone.
My heart aches near them,
Yet I can’t get enough of them.
I have fallen in love
And I can’t fall out.
This love that I feel
Just won’t disappear.
I never knew love hurt this much
Yet brought so much joy.
But if they don’t feel like that,
Then what is the point?
And yet, even as I write
My feelings don’t change.
This emotion I feel,
This love that I hold,
Is making me numb inside
As these tears I know too well
Fall from the dark sky.

“Love is the slowest form of suicide”

3/22/05


(I cried as I wrote this, you guys better like it! And that quote in quotations (uh.... duh) is something I saw on the internet one day, and ever since I saw it, I couldn't forget it. As I wrote this poem last night, that quote came into my head, it fit so perfectly into the poem of how I was feeling. So... in other words, I didn't make that quote up myself)

Suggestions?

Well, I was listening to songs on the internet, wondering which one I should put on my blogs. Then I realized... (uh.... what was I gonna say?)... exactly WHICH song/video? hmmmmm. So I decided to let you people choose. If you do make a suggestion, please tell me an artist or a song AND the artist who does it. I'd also like it if you make a few suggestions, not just one, as I might not be able to get it OR I just might not like it^^ ( I dont like quite a few things)..... let me tell you some things I hate. I hate Britney Spears, Christina Aguleria (w/e), Justin Timberlake, *NSYNC, Backstreet Boys, Hip-Hop, most rap. Pretty much I like rock groups that actually write their own freakin songs (MCR, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Kittie, etc.)

I feel like I just limited you all a ton, but, yea. I just can't stand those things up ^there^ that I said I hated.... OH!! and NO country! (sorry Cara...)

Choose wisely^^

Wind

Wind catches my hair
And caresses my skin
Pink petals fly through the air
As I get lost with the wind.
All of my fears
Just seem to disappear.
All the pain I've gained
Gets carried away.

3/2/05

I feel like there should be more to this, I really do... so if something hits me, then I'll edit it (or rather delete and put it as new post). And I wrote this during science cause I was so bored (see, Rainey, I was bored out of my wits also), well it was all pretty much review (mantle, core, lithosphere, all that stuff), and then we did this sort of crossword puzzle on the computer, and it kept on screwing up, and we had to start alllll over again. I just stayed out of it, since the people were like all... stupid and I just banged my head on the desk cuz the people were so stupid and giving me a headache. GRRR