Thank You For Killing Me

It's like we don't know each other.
One day you hold me tight.
The next you don't look at me.
You're tearing me apart.

The silence between us deafens me.
Try not to care
Try not to pay attention
Try not to look at you
Try not to let you see me.
You're tearing me apart.

All I asked was for us
To just be friends.
And now, all of a sudden,
It's just 'The End'?
You're tearing me apart.

Pain is all I feel.
Trying to forget
Forget you existed
Forget US existed
Painful to forget.
You're tearing me apart.

I thought you were different
But just like everyone else:
You've left me in the end.
Left me to die
Slowly; painfully.
You're tearing me apart.

Move on.
Stop living in the past.
What's happened has happened, let it die.

I won't let it die.
If I do, it will forever haunt me with its ghost.
I'm not finished yet.
Not finished pouring everything out.

You're so naïve.
You once loved me
Suddenly you've moved on
Forgotten about me
Left me to die
Slowly; painfully.
You're tearing me apart.

I can't stand you.
Can't stand to look at you.
Not after what you've done to me.
You're tearing me apart.

Never have I had my heart killed before
Until you tore my already broken heart.
I'm running out of tape to fix it.
Thank you for killing me.

1/4/06