Until The Bitter End

I shall roam this earth,
For no real purpose,
Until the bitter end.
I’ll live with all this pain,
Till my life begins again.
I shall cry tears of blood
When I am finally dead.
But until then, I shall live
Lying alone, crying on my bed.
I shall sleep until I can’t no more
Happy inside my head.
I bet you will be happy, too
When I am finally dead.
I wish to see your bitter end,
Standing right beside you.
Look at you, you can’t breathe
I never really liked you.
Until the bitter end
I shall walk alone.
As the rain splatters on me
And soaks me to the bone.
I shall continue on without others.
I never knew why they didn’t like me.
Was it my face, or how I talked?
I was just being me.
My face emotionless like a stone
A rotten tree was my heart,
My mind on shadows
And what lurked in the dark.
But until the bitter end
I will hate the world as it is
Don’t try to change my mind,
Because I won’t give in.
Until the bitter end…

2/8/05