Alone
Alone here, in this crowd of people
Trying to find my purpose in this world
I try to forget all this fuss
But no success can I find.
I look in my heart, not my mind,
To find out what makes this depression in me.
I find that I’m alone,
Trying to find my place in this world.
I don’t like this feeling
Of always being alone
I feel alienated, unwanted,
A chill that goes down to the bone.
I know I’ll always be alone
In my empty heart.
Even if I’m surrounded by people
I’ll forever be alone in my heart.
Between 3/1/04 and 5/10/04
Trying to find my purpose in this world
I try to forget all this fuss
But no success can I find.
I look in my heart, not my mind,
To find out what makes this depression in me.
I find that I’m alone,
Trying to find my place in this world.
I don’t like this feeling
Of always being alone
I feel alienated, unwanted,
A chill that goes down to the bone.
I know I’ll always be alone
In my empty heart.
Even if I’m surrounded by people
I’ll forever be alone in my heart.
Between 3/1/04 and 5/10/04
posted by Megan at 6:35 PM
4 Comments:
Being alone in your heart, Is being in love with yourself.
Looking into your heart does't allow for time to think with your mind.
You must combine the two, so that you can feel accepted and loved.
The fuss will go away and soon you will see your purpose day by day.
You are still young at heart, so you can't be alone.
You'll find someone on your level as you grow mature.
So you can't be alone for, fore you have touched me.
The only way you reach people is through the heart. You see?
I like this poem, but its been so long since I wrote it. I don't really feel the same way as I did before. This year in school is so much different. I'm more open, and so I've gained (kinda) better friends that like me who I am, or rather, it's kind of a different connection. I don't feel so lonely because of a certain someone. I can talk to him so openly, like no one else I've ever known. And he.... he understands and stuff. I feel so happy with him.
Wow, you're talented!
I used to feel alone, too, especially from the ages of 14 to 16. Then something shifted, and I stopped feeling as though I were on the outside looking in.
I won't ever fit in for the sake of fitting in though. That's death.
YAY!!! more people! yes, i agree with both of you. *Me happy* WOOHOOOO!! this has been a GREAT day. I'm so hyper and its like 10:30pm, but im talking with one of my friends on the net. her name is Cara. she's funny and can make you laugh with little effort. she's awesome!! ^_^ Go laptop buddy!!
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